What’s worth when worth has gone astray? Is that your best worst? Comparison curse. Has death made you hurt? I’ll surprise you first. Burst the convivial, it’s not always viable, it’s not always visible, imprisonable rituals are not always survivable, serendipitous trials timely testing how many aisles I can walk in a grocery store. Wild. Is it something I said? Should the monkey be dead? How long does it take for this shit to leave your head?

Doctor, I swear I was misled.

Better you just let it go, disposable world, disposable goals, see what unfolds when we let it grow cold, an unbearable load is just a challenge getting old. Savior soul save your soul, sell acceptance or hope but own your role.

Am I anything I think I am? Who’s the actor? Who must I account for in that fabled hereafter? Crazy needs laughter and I’m the laughing master so it really doesn’t matter.

Just don’t drink their water.